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This Day That Year...

While scrolling unaware on the phone through the reels he got a notification this day last year…

He clicked opened the image, it was a screenshot of his and her chats… when he read through the image, he did not realize that there was anything special about it…

Only after deleting the image, he realizes why he had taken that screenshot…

He restored that image… “Hi how r u?” he has sent on Monday. “Fine” was the reply came on Tuesday night…

He checked the time it was half past two… he kept the phone away… lied on his back both the hands below his head… the light came from the outside through the window making patterns on the celling…

Cautious about each step he walked to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee…

Day have melted into sadness they have not talked… last time when they were together, she was crying, both looking in the opposite direction…

With the help of his phone screen light and holding a cup of full coffee he walked to his bed…

There was a calendar which worked as a serving tray… he sat on the bed… watching out of the window… only the darkness and the streetlight… the black and yellow…

He looked at the image again… all the memories came back flooding… how love at first sight had developed a hope that they will be together one day… leaving everything that he had as his identity to be with her with all his sanity… to this day where he has lost himself and all his vanity…

“I live in the space that your love has provided me… where my life revolves around you are the only being… All what I want to say is we should have never been in love… I have ruined everything that I have loved…”

He typed and erased everything and put his phone aside and took a sip of his coffee…   

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