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Who Killed An Actress...?

“Have a seat, the manager will be joining you in a minute.” A well trained, beautifully groomed, yet perfectly fake HR told her.

The word manager, had accelerated her heartbeat… it felt more like “a Murderer.” She entered the conference room… it was as chill as the meat section of a supermarket…

The manager came near the door, carrying a laptop computer in one hand and a holding his mobile phone in the other hand talking to someone. Her hands left the trace of sweat on the lemon green table.

Pushing the glass door with his hips, the manager entered the room. She skipped her breath till the time he settled down…

“Ten years I have been working in this company and four years as a manager never in my life I have come across an employee like you…” the manager said.

“I feel shame for you” she thought. She was looking at her fingers while the manager kept on talking. The ring which her mother had asked her to wear… why? Because some pandit said “isse kaam mai man lagaege.”

How her life was been controlled by a planet somewhere which she has never seen and how this ring is going to protect her… but no matter whatever the planet does blame is only for humans.  

“Do you want to say something?” the manager asked which brought her back to the reality. Still looking at her hands she nodded… the manager got another call…

She wanted to scream. The only promotion that she has got is in doing errors and the one for which she was sitting here was father of all…

Now she was not worried about the reputation rather she thought it was a clear termination… Should she plead not to throw her out or let it happen, was God doing this to her?

She remembered the day when her arts teacher had made her wait after school and had called her mother inside the school.

“Her talent, dedication and hard work towards acting is unbelievable let her do her studies and don’t let her loose her acting skills…” her teacher had said. Everyone in the staffroom agreed and smiled except the math sir.

She was sure she will be a best actress… but from that day onwards till today everyone did their best acting beside her…

Her mother and father acted so well in being good parents and making her believe how important education was over this acting nonsense… How there are kids who don’t even get formal schooling…

How God acted well that her arts teacher left the school and the new teacher picked favorite students over the talented one…

All she did was acted to be a good student, good daughter… so good that others took advantage of her… now she was trapped, she did not believe in God anymore…

There was no way out, one job after another, then another and get married have kids over… but she wanted to make her dream come true…

She looked at the person sitting in front of her… got up and walked out of the conference room… “Hey! How did the meeting go?” she heard someone ask but did not pay attention and walked out stood at the edge of the open terrace…

She stood there breathing hard and deep…

It was only after some time a girl screamed that someone fell of the terrace…


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