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Life Unreachable ... !

Something went wrong! it started so strong, but lasted only couple of days never too long…

How can I not be falling in the arms of fate… when such is my state… where no matter what I do, I am always already too late…

I am inspired, motivated by those stories of others who have come out of the darkest clouds and became colorful like a rainbow…

How can I believe that what they have done can be achieved…?

Not complaining, I have always thought I have got far better than what I deserve…

But how these people can come across all the right people? How they have some who can mentor them… where on the other hand how no matter what I do, I have same old comments…

Even if I look in the way of what I am doing we are hopeless… are these not some specially selected people… it’s not true when they say that “if I can do it, you can do it…” 

No, I am not able to do it and there is no one who can correct me… I am failing for the same old things again and again…

The billions of texts, written and published in the name of self-help who does it help… the tricks and tips of improving life are like those snacks without any buttery side…

They have all the solutions, they know everything, they are not wrong… but they don’t know what I want...? 

The actual way of solving the puzzle of life… where if I know the spot I don’t have the piece and when I have the piece, I have lost the spot…

Then I end up being forlorn, where I think I am the one who can change things, but I end up falling from one smaller puddle to a little bigger one which is more comfortable but still a puddle…

I don’t want a speech I want a quote one on which I can live my rest of the life on which I will build my new life…

Every single person is talking what they have heard from someone else no one knows the truth, no one have the time to know it and I don’t want to do the same…

 

  

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